So I went grocery shopping after class today and this is what I bought :D so much fruity goodness :D
my minds just all over the place tonight
~my thoughts are stars I cannot fathom into constellations~
If I had a super power, it would be to turn pictures into reality
Imagine doing that with this blog - http://foodopia.tumblr.com/ - I would be so happy!!! hehehe
Run - 22 laps
Side Dips (20 lbs) - 3 x 12
Triceps (10lbs/hand) - 3 x 10
Tricep Rows (15 lbs) - 3 x 10
Bench Press (18 lbs) - 2 x 12
Vertical Butterfly (30 lbs) - 10-8-8
on two hours of sleep im either way too happy or violently homicidal
I LOVE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.
Holy guys, I have so many cute friends and family who care about me and my phone has been going off for the last hour and I am left with this silly smile. Body is as exhausted as much as possible but my heart and mind are so happy… what an incredible feeling.
Don’t ever give a close friend generic replies. It annoys them SO much. at least it annoys me.
I am going to sound ungrateful but whenever I express something personal to a really close friend of mine, she just doesn’t get me and gives me a generic optimistic response i.e. “oh things will get better” “I am sure you are doing your best” “its going to be worth it in the end”. ONE: DID YOU NOT READ/HEAR WHAT I JUST SAID? its as if someone says “I am hungry” and you tell them “you will eat eventually so no worries”… that doesn’t make me feel better! TWO: HOW DO YOU KNOW THINGS WILL GET BETTER/IT WILL BE WORTHWHILE/ETC. when you don’t even try to understand where I am coming from? THREE: I AM NOT LOOKING FOR ADVICE. I just want you to listen to what I am saying and be my friend.
OK sorry for the rant but it just breaks my heart how our relationship is going downhill. I just need her to be my friend and listen. That’s all. I don’t want her to tell me its going to get better. I know its going to get better. I just need to feel understood more than anything else.